MY kids can easily be defined as not wanting for much. Maybe even spoiled. Some might put me into that same category. I will sheepishly admit that my husband, dad, big sister, mom and my in-laws all provide my hearts desires regularly. That brings me here. I HAVE really everything a 26 year old broad could ask for. Why am i still sad?
Well after a jam packed, adventure filled 4 weeks in Texas i can answer that. Although i am on some medicine to help i truly believe being surrounded by my support system is a huge factor. People have begged to spend time with my kids these few weeks-- i love that. My mom is a huge help in Savannah and my dad and sister have both taken week-long shifts this year to help me as well. I am truly grateful for all of those times, but its the grocery trips, and quick errands that are made easier as 1 person rather than five that I relish. I will miss you all more than words can explain.
There have been three specific occasions that i was allowed to sleep in while someone else cared for my kiddos, I got almost a whole day with a grown-up-girlfriend (by default as we headed back to trinity pines) but we talked and had actual CONVERSATION! My tank is beyond full. Might even be sloshing over the top :) There are several that i wish i had been able to spend more time with, but it seems like that is always the case. No matter how long i am here i wish i could stay longer.
School supplies are purchased, new tennis shoes and soon a "first day of school" outfit will be carefully assembled. It is time to head home-- back to reality. I am reminded how much my life will soon change. Encouraged about meeting other young moms through the kinder programs; I pray that this is the case and that this new chapter brings a welcome "world change". Excitedly Lexi and read books about her first day at the book store and with a heavy heart I anticipate so many fun times while watching her grow this year.
The washer and dryer run quietly in the background as I begin to pack for my journey home. We carry with us memories in the capital city, VBS at our "home" church, an AWESOME week at kids camp, and lots of individual moments with great friends. Texas our Texas you will forever hold our hearts. Joel commented several times about how nice it was to come "Home" for a few days. No matter where we live or however long we reside in another state this will ALWAYS be home.
On my list to purchase today is a Texas Flag, But at the moment Georgia is on my mind....
Hmmm...I hope I'm one of those (I know there are many) people you wish you could have spent more time with. I didn't get any adult conversations with Nickie this time around...but I'm soooo glad you did, and i truly hope your tank is more than just sloshing over. I know you may need some of these memories to get you thru the next season, so i pray that God brings to your mind all the great things at the times you need it. We are grateful as well to have been placed here at HFC and glad we came when we did, so we could know you before you became the super cool "out of town" guest speaker/singer. ;-) Love ya girl!
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